Archive for September, 2005

The Heart Of Worship

Monday, September 26th, 2005

This is the song that helped me understand what worship really is (it was kinda like a slap in the face that woke me up frm slumber).

There is a story behind that resulted the song to be written:

Images2 When Matt Redman (the song writer) was the Music Pastor of his church, the church was having really great worship services. All the songs that they sing was just ‘cunted’. But later the pastors of the church found that there was no worship beyond the songs. The church was like a fake plant, rooted on cement, absorbing nothing (if you understand what i mean). So they fired Matt Redman and decided that there will be no music for a period of time…this is when he wrote the song ‘The Heart of Worship’Images

When the music fades
And all is stripped away
And I simply come
Longing just to bring
Something that's of worth
That will bless your heart

I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the ways things appear
You're looking into my heart

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You
All about You, Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the thing I've made it
When it's all about You
It's all about You Jesus

King of endless worth
No one could express
How much You deserve
Though I'm weak and poor
All I have is Yours
Every single breath

I'll bring You more than just a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You
All about You, Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the thing I've made it
When it's all about You
It's all about You Jesus

Its all about you
Jesus 

Enlightened!

Monday, September 26th, 2005

My past 3 days (including today) was just totaly amazing…

I went for a musicians training for the past 3 days (fri-sun). I was expecting to learn about how to improve the church band with hands-on lessons and all…but it turned out to be something else.

I rediscovered what it means to "Worship" and why.

For most of us, worship might be the few hours that we spend on Sundays singing super ‘cun’ songs and enjoying yourself. However, that is not what God meant by worship. Worship is not only about singing songs but it’s a lifestyle.

Worship being a lifestyle means to put all your cares (BIG or small), all your laughters and cries, and EVERYTHING else to God. I’ve heard and known this since a year ago but i never really did understood the full meaning untill i went throught the training. It’s difficult to describe how i understood it via the training coz it wuz a personal encounter and experience with God.

We worship because we r made to worship. That’s one of the purposes God hav for us. ie. that is why we exist. After i finnished my finals, all i though of doing was playing drums, go out n lepak n to do the stuff dat i cant do while i study. After my finals, i immediately bought a pair of new drumsticks and i practiced, and practiced and practiced…but God wasn’t in the picture (God, pls forgive me). Yes, I was having fun whacking drums but i noticed frm the training that what ever i play, no matter how perfect my strokes were, there was no life in it. Though i was playing christian music, but there was no worship. It was just plain music.

I realized that it’s important 4 me to play with God in mind. So that what ever i play can be an offering to Him. Playing with God in mind and to worship with the talent he gave me made all the diffrence in the music. Even if it’s just a simple beat. Coz i’m not only playing good music, but also doing my best for HIM.

I learnt to live lifestyle of worship by putting everything i cared about to Him and to have faith that He has a plan for me. A plan to prosper and not to harm. So, what ever happens, good or bad, i believe it’s God’s plan that it happens and it’s for my good. =)

Take today for example. I was doing my driving practical test this morning, and my morning didn’t start right. First, i woke up late (it was 6.51am when my instructor was coming @ 7am!), then i had to rush to get dressed to get out (i even forgot bout wearing socks coz i was rushing). I didn’t have my breakfast, and i had to wait long to take the test. But i commited my test to Him by praying and though there were mistakes here n ther, i made it through! And the best part bout it was i didn’t bribe the guy, and it was my 1st time taking the test (keng leh? Praise God!). Both my sis did more than once to pass (never mind how many times they did it…kaka) so, my dad was expecting me to bribe to get through too. But when i told him that i’m not gonna bribe, he was makin quite some fair bit of noise…"If u fail ah…den hav to take again, den have to pay again…blah blah blah". But i told him "but Jesus didn’t bribe". So my da was like "Ok lor (long pause)…pray la." haha

And i made it   =P

I even did something that i’ve been thinking (for a long time), but don’t know if i should do it. And i’m glad i did it. Coz i saved every1 frm having a hard time in future (I prayed for this too!).

Bottom line: What ever it is, submit to God everything in life and have faith that he has a plan for you. A plan to prosper you, and not to harm you.

I hope this helps you too. God Bless! =P

Driving Lesson

Thursday, September 22nd, 2005

19_4002 Just got back frm my 2nd (also 2nd last) practical driving lesson. Actually, i already took 10hrs of lesson 3months back but i didn’t hav da time to take the test then. So, postpone till now lor…I paid for another 6hrs lesson (3days) for revision den i’m gonna take da practical test on Monday.

Scar1 Lessons started y’day with da usual mistakes n da instructor was nagging me almost all da way through da lesson coz i made quite some mistakes…(Sorry la…it’s been 3 months ma…kaka).

Than 2day was better, i was picking up and not repeating my mistakes anymore untill i was driving home just now…i was goin up a bump on a hilly area on 3rd gear…So, i slowed down and da instructor ask me 2 change to 2nd gear, den i kinda paniced la..coz da car is already slow, goin up a bump on a slope, summore wanna change gear ah? So, i tried but bt da car went backwards (coz i press da clutch) so, i breaked and da car "sei for" (went dead)…(Summore got lots of cars behind) So, I switch back to 1st gear bt forgot 2 press clutch den came dat cranking sound…

Dcar How did I end up? Kena marah like nobody’s business la! My instructor wuz like "Aiyoo…when we drive ah, we must see…da most important thing in driving are you eyes…must see properly…yada yada yada". Then i wuz like "oh..em…oh..ok ok" haha.

His phrase "da most important thing in driving are you eyes" kinda reminds me of da movie, Initial D…Chapman Tou said almost da samething…haha

ok..dats all bout it…i’ll tell u guys more if anything new crops up 2molo. If not u all wait till i finish my test la…kaka

Got tonnes of stuff haven’ do la…

ChioZ =P

An Observation on Relationships

Wednesday, September 21st, 2005

Somestimes, lookin at ppl happily in a relationship gives me a sense of warmth and sweetness. I even envy them because they are with the person whom they love the most. But on the other hand, seeing a couple quarrelling with each other made me think "If being in a relationshp ment hurts and quarrells, why be in 1 in the 1st place?" I mean, i don’t want to find a gf so that i can quarrell with her or something…but to be happy being with each other. I don’t know if quarrelling is a part-and-parcel of being in a relationship but if i meant to hurt the other, i’d rather not start at all…

Y? coz’ i know what i means to be hurt and i have been hurt. So i’ve always told myself after whitnessing one of the "big-bangs" around da house, that i’ll do my best to avoid quarrelling with whoever it is i’m gonna be with. Even if things need to be sorted out and there were frustrations, i’d rather discuss it over calmly rather than to raise voices @ each other (regardless of who it is)…

~C! this is how pethetic ppl like me can get when ur best pal is havin exams or overseas…resulting to posting all this stuff on the blog (slaps forehead)…haih

Ay, Veng Hoong…when u coming back la…ur friend here very de pethetic la…and Mr.Kenny Kwa, pls kao tim ur exams quickly so dat we can go lepak! (it’s been ages la…) I’m counting grass @ home la…pls pls pls….~

Some TwoPid Survey I Received

Friday, September 16th, 2005

This is something I find a waste of time but it also means killing time and for you guys to know me better as well. So what the heck, like nike sez, just do it.

WARNING: This may be a total waste of time to read. But if u did read it, make sure you do what i sez! =P

Note: Please let me know if this is stupid so that I’ll remove it. Thx

Okay, here’s what you’re supposed to do… Copy (not forward) this entire thing and paste it into a new e-mail that you can send. Change all of the answers so that they apply to you. Then, send this to a whole bunch of people you know *INCLUDING* the person who sent it to you.

The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known facts about your friends. It is fun and easy (and totally pointless but what the heck!)

~*YOU*~

1.What Time is it now? 5.24pm
2.What is your name? Chan Kian Wing, Jonathan

3.Single or taken? Single (kwa…)

4.What does your name mean? English:Gift of God ; Chinese:Creative, Prosperous…yeah rite

5.Who picked out your name? Either my parents or grandma

6.What ’s your nickname? Wah..a lot! Da famous wan, Chicken Wing, "Kai Yek" (chinese translation of chicken wing), "Siew kai Yek" (Grilled chicken wing), Kid, and "Ah Boy"…man i’m gonna kill those fellas who gave me these names. Kaka

8.What colour are your eyes? Brown.

9.Do you have an innie or an outie? What’s an innie and outie? Can eat wan ah?

10.What size are your shoes? 6

12.How tall (or short) are you? 165.0cm (somewhere ther la..mayb taller. Haven’t been measuring for ages)

13.Honestly what do you like about yourself? For the fact that music is in my blood.

14.What do you always get complimented on? Good drummer, good friend, good leader…etc.
15.What is your worst quality? Lazy (who’s not?), kinda selfish @ times.
16.What are the last four digits of your phone Number? 6668
17.Do you think you’re cute? That’s for you 2 tell me and for me to find out. Personally, no comments.
18.Hair colour? Black.

19.Do you wear contacts? No.

20.Living arrangements? My own room (opposite my parents’ =P)

~*FAVOURITES*~

21.Favourite Drink? Anything cold.

22.Favourite alcoholic drink? Sorry, i don’t drink.
23.Favourite Month? December (if its holiday for me)

24.Favourite Food? Pizza & sushi.

25.Favourite Board Game? No such record in my library.
26.Favourite Web Site? 1stklbb.org.my AND google.com…kaka
27.Favourite Clothing Brand? No such thing. Anything that looks good on me goes.
28.Favourite day of the Year? 25 Dec
29.Favourite colour? Blue, black, white, red, green (depends) etc etc…i like the colour that looks best on whatever it is…=P

30.Favourite Animal? Dogs

~*FAMILY AND FRIENDS*~

31.Do you have more girl or boy friends? Guyz.

32.Who’s your best friend(s)? Jesus, Veng Hoong
34.How often do you get together with the family? Everyday
35.Do you tell your parents or your friends more? Friends la..!

36.Anything special about your parents? Dad : Good example, Mom: Pro Curry Cook.

37.Siblings and their ages? Sisters (22 and 25)

~*YES OR NO*~

38.You’re a flirt? I don’t flirt around and don’t have to. I mean, God have a plan for everyone ma…dun hav 2b so desperate la. Relax la…God will bring me to the right gal.

39.You’re slutty? Sorry, not in my dictionary either.
40.You Mean? Sometimes yeah…just 2 tease ppl when i feel like fooling around…
41.You like someone? erm…
42.You can keep secrets? Very well.

43.You dance in front of the mirror? Nope. Don’t even have a big enough mirror.

44.You sing in the shower? What for?
46.You liked Britney Spears? NO WAY! Not in a million years.
47.You’ve liked a cousin? Wah! Siao ah?!
48.You’ve been in the opposite sexes bathroom? Yah, together with a BIG gang of guys in camps. Mostly band camps coz ther weren’t enough toilets.

49.You’ve seriously hurt someone? Nope. Not that violent.

50.You’ve been hurt seriously? Don’t think so.
51.You swear? Err.. If the word ’sh*t’ and ‘damn’ are counted, yeah… =P
52.You get your way? On and off…

53.R u willing to try new things? Yeah, always up for new things, as long as it doesnt harm me and others.

54.You’ve cheated on a test? It’s a lie to say "No"…haha

~*RIGHT NOW*~

57.What are you wearing? Shorts n sleveless

58.What colour are your pants? brown kwa…
59.What are you listening to? I Like To Move It (Madagascar)

60.How are you feeling? Very Hot…my room is a big oven in the afternoons

61.What are you doing? Wasting time n doing this email.
62.What are you eating? nothing
63.How many people are online? 23
64.How’s the weather? VERY HoT!
65.What’s on your mouse pad? Don’t use one…optical mouse don’t need a mouse pad.
66.What books are you reading? How can i do da survey n read @ da same time?
~*GIRLS ONLY*~
67.How many lip glosses do you have?
68.What perfume do you use?
69.What’s in your purse?
70.Thong or regular panties?
71. tall or short boys?
72.Blonde or brown haired guys?
74.Boxers showing?
75. Long hair or short hair on boys?
76. What do you find annoying in a guy?
77.What’s the first thing you notice about guys?

~*GUYS ONLY*~

78.What kind of cologne do you use? Don’t use any…sensitive to them.

79. Whats in your pockets? nothing
80.Boxers or briefs? don wana tell u…
81.Blonde or brunette girls? Black hair pls…
82.Tall or short girls? Short or same height.
83.Piercings on girls? Execpt ears, everywhere else is a BIG "No".
84.Long or short hair on girls? I prefer botak…kaka..jz jk…i’m fine with either (so long as she looks cute =P)
85.Good or bad girl? Lil bit of both..haha
86.What do you find annoying in girls? Always complaining about anything and everything…
87.What’s the first thing you notice about girls? Pretty or not la! (duh)
~*OTHER QUESTIONS*~

88.What was the last movie you saw? Herbie Reloaded

89.What did you have for dinner? Belum makan la…

90.What are you hoping for? Hoping that i dont have to re-sit any papers for exam.

92.What movie do you really want to see? Stealth & The Island
95.Where is your favourite place to travel? anywhere but home!
96.What did you last dream about? can’t remember..
97.What was the last thing you ate? curry mee

98.If you were a crayon what colour what would you be? don’t wana be a crayon..I’m who I am…

99.Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Mrs. Wong GL to get a job..
100.Do you like the person that sent this to you? Friends

102.Ever had a crush on a teacher? I’d be blind, gay or have really bad taste if I did that!

103.Are you too shy to ask someone out? Nope..
104.Scary movies or happy ending? happy endings la…

105.Summer or winter? dunno…never experienced winter.

106.Relationships or one night stands? Long term Relationships ONLY.

107.Chocolate or Vanilla? Chocolate

108.Do you want your friends to write back? yah..

109.Who is most likely to? Ppl who are bored n have nothing better to do.
110.Who is least likely to respond? Ppl who r busy? (duh)
111.What did you do last night? Attended a practice, chat, surf the net.

ExamS! Heck…

Monday, September 12th, 2005

Boring, sick, Tensed, Distracted, Mad & sleepless

Those were the words that I’d use to describe myself for the last 2 weeks or so.

It’s been some time since I last posted anything here. Coz’ …yup, u guessed it! Exams! I’ve been grounding myself for 2 weeks now to study at home so that I don’t flung my finals. Believe me, though it works, but it’s da worst thing I can do to myself. Imagine being confined to the four walls of your room and trying to stuff all the theories, figures and what not of 14 weeks… into your brain in 1week! Thank God, I kinda did some targeting and those efforts paid off (so far…). But that wasn’t the worst part.

The worst was when i got distracted and my mind begin to wonder off somewhere…most of the time… music, drums, band and the one who’s been stuck in my brain for months.. =P Then, things became boring, looking at pages and pages of nothing but words and diagrams…[man, it makes me feel like puking (blech..)] and then, my feet began to move me towards the pc…my right hand reaches for the mouse, and began to move towards the MSN icon..checking who’s online, check friendster, surf around for anything related to drums or band..

But the funny thing was, somehow it is times like these that i actually find tonnes of ideas for the band and drums. =P

Then, exam came…and there were times that preparing for a certain paper becomes so intence, i began to talk nonsence which i myself have no idea of what the heck I’m talking about (ask Zhen Bin, he knows…he happened 2 be my victim the other day) haha..

Papers come and go, and they all went ok, untill what i had to day…Database Development and Application. Actually, even before i had the paper, i had a feeling that "its not gonna be very good" coz’ of the lecturer i had. All my classmates have been complaining and felt da same. Coz’ we all know how "good" a lecturer we have. Me n 2 of my other mates have been cursing him (lecturer) as we study. And osme how i got so pissed with him, i related him to a picture of this…Zebra_ass

Any idea what this is? Haha…if u cant tell, it a Zebra’s Arse…

Of all things why a zebra’s butt? Don’t ask me..i so happen to have it (the pic) and it reminds me of Marty the zebra in Madagascar…haha (The naughty me…=) Of course, the lecturer didn’t know bout this…=P To those of you younger, DON’T LEARN! (remember: my words r copyrighted)

So are my exams over? Nope…i still have 1 more to go on Wednesday (hope that will be the last…without having to re-sit any of the papers) but for main papers, that’s the last.

I’ll tell u guys bout all the whacky stuff i’d do after my exams…

Till then, ChioZ =P

Drum Strokes

Thursday, September 8th, 2005

Vic Firth @ http://www.vicfirth.com/education/rudiments.html

Here’s a link you can check out to learn how to play drum rudiments (drumming patterns). There are tonnes of them here and they’ve made it very easy to learn! They even hav videos showing you how it is done…

What is it good for? wheather u r a marching drummer or a set drummer, its all da same. These rudiments will help improve yourself!

Interesting Links

Friday, September 2nd, 2005

Hey, here are some links which I find interesting…Hope you guys like it as well

Drum Corps International (DCI) @ www.dci.org  2005_cadets_winBlue_devilsScvanguardCavaliers_1

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here, you guys will find some interesting facts drum corps in US in terms of their uniforms,

instruments, and tonnes of other stuff on their success and even videos

via the respective links to their respective corp sites. Not to mention who won the current championship!

 

Local Malaysian Marching Bands @ www.voteband.netCatholic_high_school_band

You’ll find marching band throughout the country which 20050429mgsshollandparticipates in the National Band Competition held 20050831natdaynanhwaanually here. There are also video Ca2noxqr7zjclips of their performances. *Again, don’t follow Malaysian Standard!*   

Virgil Donati’s Official Website @ www.virgildonati.comVirg2003_mainimg

This is a super ‘cun’ drummer’s website with videos on his tours, clinics and solos that he does. I think he’s da only drummer who plays with toms hanging as high as symbals are! Check him out!  

911 Tabs @ www.911tabs.com

here’s a site for guitarists. Wana find chords to a song but cant find them? Well, here’s a useful site. I find most of my tabs from here.  

Guitar Tuner @ www.guitarforbeginners.com/onlinetuner.html

Wana tune your giutar but dont have a tuner? Well, here’s one.  

Lets Sing It @ www.letssingit.com

Here’s where i find most of the lyrics i wanted (including christian music).  

Nice Pictures @ http://sxc.huBlissful_horsesCute_dogRed_fishGrasshopper

Here are some really pro n nice pictures like these…  

More links? Try this…

Click on the link, type something n i bet u’ll find something u want. =P

The best link ever! =P